Welcome To Whitey's!

Ok guys it's official..i have my first job! Today is my 4th or 5th day of training and let me tell you there have been a whirl wind of emotions involved! There are SO many recipes to memorize and it has literally made me go insane like i have been having panic,anxiety,and hysteric crying. It has left me feeling really weird. But for some reason today i feel a bit more confident which may be because i tried a different approach with trying to memorize. I am trying a technique i used as a kid. I write down what i need to know several times in a row every night. Hopefully this will help. i know it will get better but it will get worse before that i fear.
On another note all HootOwls have suffered a loss that we just recently heard about. One of our other poor little HootOwls committed suicide in January:'( It's so sad to see somebody suffer so bad and  not be able to do anything about it or hear about it too late. My prayers are with her best friend that she left behind.

First Interveiw

THANK THE LORD I HAVE LANDED AN INTERVIEW FOR WHITEYS ICE CREAM!i don't want to get my hopes up but i really really really REALLY need a job.i am so scared right now because it's my first interview and they will want to know why they should hire me,and i am terrible at finding good traits about myself. im going to be a wreck i know it!:P
kayleen is going to the Maroon 5, Neon Trees,and Owl City concert.she is going to try to get a couple things signed for me.it really sucks having everyone around you even people that dont like owl city go to see him and i haven't been able too yet. I WAS SO CLOSE last summer to seeing him at Kings Island and i didn't even know he was going to be there! but noooo we had to leave:Pbooooo

Lord of the Rings Marathon

i just got all three lord of the rings movies and i am going to try to have a marathon over the weekend.i have never been able to get through all the movies so now i can! i don't know how long it will take me so i'm thinking that i'm going to take a nap when i get home so i wont run the risk of falling asleep during them.but then again i don't want to get into trouble so maybe that wont happen.

Just Being Polite?

so there's this boy....
and his family is very nice.
his mom likes to talk with my mom.
she said he enjoys talking to me.
the thing is however...we don't really talk.
is she just being nice or did he really say that?
if it's true then that would be lovely.

Zombie Lifestyle

So last weekend i went with my friends to see Warm Bodies!I't was so fun.I was expecting it to be really cheesy but it turned out rather cute<3 and i love R he's my new favorite lol
speaking of zombies...i kinda have been turning into one at least i was.
apparently in my quest to be skinny without knowing it i was starving myself.and now that it has been brought to my attention i feel so incredibly bad about it. I feel so much shame and i am now glad that i caught it. apparently i need around 1800 calories a day since i'm an active teenager. unfortunately i was aiming for around 900 to 1200 cal. i guess i thought that if i couldn't burn it off i couldn't eat it which wasn't exactly the case. hopefully now i will start to get healthy and skinny.I really want to be able to fit into a nice dress for graduation in may.

I Survived The FOB Hiatus!

   Fallout boy is officially back making new music!their new song My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark (Light Em Up) is pretty darn fantastic i'm so glad they are working on a new album i just wish we didn't have to wait til may. My Chemical Romance's Number Five was released today!which also calls for celebration. I also hear Panic! at the Disco is working on a new album which it's about time guys! Last but not least Paramore has a new cd. I don't know if it has been released or not though. All we have left is for Adam Young to release Hey Anna and I Hope You Think Of Me.oh and We Came As Romans Released a new music video for Hope
   Because My Chem was releasing new tunes i was wandering around their tag on Tumblr when I came across this quote by Frank Iero. It was really inspiring considering i have been struggling quite a bit these days.

how could a person not love these guys?:)

yeah you can't:)

i mean come on look!

Party Hardy

Tonight I am going to a birthday party at a hotel. The girl who is having the party is...well.. interesting. I try to be nice to her and understand she is not like the rest of us. Luckily since I don't know her very well I have my other good friend to keep me company. I feel kinda bad for going to this party. First of all it was a last minute thing so it puts stress on everyone. Second, my mom told me that she wanted to sleep in,and that "if i could drive then it would't be such a bad thing",and she doesn't have money to get her a present. So that made me quite depressed. I will be going to get her a present and use my own money  even though I don't want to considering I don't have a job(which is why i can't get my license yet) and I don't want to waste my money on a girl I barely know. I really don't want this girl to feel like no body likes or cares about her and that's the main reason why I an going. I have to swim tonight with everyone which makes me nervous because of how insecure I am about my body.