The Screaming Sickness

well my friend isn't at school today because she has a soar throat and can barely speak apparently. I just think it's the after effect of the concert she was at.
i find my self wanting to watch anime recently but i don't know what to watch and what appropriate to watch. I love anime and manga but it seems like a lot of them are inappropriate.
i still don't have a job.this is bad because i need money badly.
i now like to wear knee-high/thigh-high socks.
i now like to wear foundation and powder on my face.
fall makes me happy and sad at the same time.
yeah so that is what has been going on:)

Sad Weekend

Well to start off i had a dream about someone that made me upset(i keep having bad dreams for 2 weeks). Then my friends go to a concert that i would kill to go to today. All i get to do is trying applying for yet another job, take senior pictures in the freezing cold, make a paper mache cow, clean the house,and hear all about their great time together while i will have to try my best to be happy. I need to forget about this and do something to keep myself from being unhappy cause i hate it.bleh....i will make a list of good things!

1. it was pretty outside
2. i ate chocolate and cashews
3. i got to go down my favorite slide
4. i figured out how to transfere and convert music to my ipod
5. i got a balloon for my cow
6. i watched the avengers
7. my nails look nice

Avenger Weekend

So i decided i wanted to have an Avengers weekend. I want to watch all the movies that have the different characters:

• Iron man 1 & 2
• Thor
• Captain America
• The Hulk

There is a couple problems though... There is no movie for Black Widow and Hawkeye  so i will probably just substitute and watch Mission Impossible 4 because Jeremy Renner (Hawkeye) is in it. Also I don't own any of The Incredible Hulk films so I will have to see if I can get it off of Netflix.
Of course after all of these I will watch The Avengers:) This movie was made very well and I can't wait for the second one.I am especially pumped for the second Thor movie. I can't wait to see what happens with Loki!

My Favorite Things Currently/ Owl City Concert Fail

• Owl City
• Twighlight Woods fragrance
• Doing Pilates
• Skygazeing

I had the opportunity to go see Owl City in concert in Chicago Next weekend but all my dreams got crushed:'(yeah i haven't posted in awhile so this is a little weird

Possible Insomniac

well it's 5:30 am and i can't sleep.i'm at a friends house which doesn't help either.i don't feel the slightest bit tired and i should because...well.it's 5:30 in the freaking morning. i slept til 2 in the afternoon which probably didn't help but i also didn't sleep all the way through the night. I didn't do much of anything except go to the store,gas station,and a drive-in movie to see Brave and The Amazing Spiderman. Brave had a strange plot.it was not what i was expecting at all. Of course spiderman was awesome but i already saw it so the second time around i just kinda gawked at Andrew Garfield which i found out was in 2 episodes of Doctor Who! The Daleks In Manhattan and The Evolution Of The Daleks.yeah so that was fun and when we came back to my friends house i drew the spiderman symbol on her wall because eventually we are going to be painting her walls hopefully soon. I have driver-ed next week and i am completely terrified.maybe it wont be so bad because my mom won't be there in the car.i also have to get a job soon as possible.that terrifies me too.who knew growing up was so intimidating?well i know i didn't until recently.i think i may have some type of insomnia.i looked it up and the symptoms seem to match up well.i think one big thing that will help me get back on track is waking up before 1pm and not taking a nap. also i have been having strange dreams about hiding kittens in my basement,zombie apocalypses, and being Loki's daughter or sister(i couldn't tell).iv'e been playing Dead Island so i'm thinking thats where the zombies came from.i don't know about the rest.here's a pic of what i drew.

List Update #2

My Want List

1. Chronicle
2. Sherlock Holmes 2 (i bought for my grandpa for fathers day)
3. To Have My Whole Head Dyed A Crazy Color
4. Books(there are some other books i want)
5. Laser Light
6. Money
7. Put A Design On My Skin With Sunscreen And Go Outside For Awhile (i tried i but didnt work and i dont go outside very much so i cant try it again)
8. iTunes Gift Card

My To-do List

1. Try To Exercise Everyday
2. Loose Weight
3. Eat Only When I'm Hungry
4. Make A List Of All The Movies I Want To See
5. Draw,Paint,Sketch More
6. Get Over My Fear Of Driving
7. Work Out The Kinks In Friendships
8. Spend Time With Other Friends
9. Finish The Hunger Games Trilogy
10. Master The Art Of Making Origami Paper Cranes
11. Drink More Water
12. Choose Joy
13. Learn How to "Basket Weave" A Shirt
14. Also i now have a Tumbr account.YAY! so go follow me:)

My Favorite Things

my favorite things currently

1. Kickthepj
2. Crabstickz
3. Chipolte
4. light blue nailpolish
5. my kitties
6. taking pictures of everything
7. getting inspired artisticly

and here r some random pics:)